Low self esteem 

Found these pictures on instagram today if this Lady who went under the knife 50 times just so she could look like Angelina Jolie. 

This is what low self esteem  does to you. It warps your mind into thinking that you are not good enough, that you need to be somebody or something else to be valid. I know because I also suffered from severe low self esteem issues. 

I was white. Like really really white. That wasn’t my natural color, I was a bit fair naturally, but my complexion was enhanced with tons of expensive whitening products. I thought that I wasn’t beautiful enough or attractive enough the way I was. At some point I thought of getting a boob job done because I thought my breasts were too small. I also thought of reducing the size of my nose and making it more pointed. Thank God I didn’t go through with those. I wanted people to like me. I wanted people to see me and call me pretty, especially the opposite sex. I mean, I grew up hearing how ugly I was and I also was made to feel very rejected. 

Today, my darling girl/boy, I want to tell you that you are worth a lot just the way you are and you are important. Forget any buffoon who makes you feel less. Don’t alter your physical appearance to suit anyone’s tastes, they don’t deserve you. 

After all the bleaching and stuff, I was still a public trashcan to most guys. Like I was only good for relieving sexual urges. 

No matter how you look right now, there is someone somewhere in the world who will value you just like that. Why change? 

God knew exactly what he was doing when He made you with your black skin, broad nose, small breasts, small bum. You are beautiful!

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